one of those weeks when nothing goes right… plans constantely get either altered or canceled. never satisfied with just chatting with kristie on aim. having either nothing to eat or feel bad eating other people’s food. never online when kristie signs on. feels like bad things are happening to me even though all my intentions are positive. i wanna make plans to make summer go by faster so i can see kristie and to keep my mind off of her so i dont get depressed. but plans often get cancelled which leads me to staying home with nothing to do but sing and the songs i sing usually relates to me and kristies experiences. I didn’t have breakfast since i woke up late. i didn’t have lunch since i was supposed to go out to lunch. I missed Kristie cuz i went out for dinner. im frusterate and depressed and seriously sick of life. nothing turns out well and my hopes are diminishing rather quickly. so long high school life and not looking forward to college life if its gonna be like this…