Kristinas comin back in almost a week :D yayyayayyaayayyayayayayayayayay!!!
Epiphany
When i am depressed, i feel like the potato in a game of hot potato. i feel like theres only one person that will actually hold the potato despite the pain and hold me until i cool down. I love this girl so much and no matter what happens i love her. Shes my dream come true. Beautiful friendly girl who gave me a chance 7 months ago and became my girlfriend. I would not change her for anyone else!
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im so bored……. i wish kristies back already… then i wouldnt b bored out of my mind at home right now but instead hanging out with kristie at her house til midnight.. man i miss those nights…
t&k
Well it’s been a month since we’ve seen each other…. as i go through these days i feel as though time has stopped however i can not believe it’s already been a month without her :( Since she left on our 6 month anniversary, and today being one day less than one month since i’ve seen her, it’s actually our seven month anniversary today :) i love my girlfriend and we have many more years to spend together :) so who cares about that one month we lost with each other! it’s only a minor fraction of our time that we will be spending together. Though we had some hard times i still love Kristina after any conflicts we faced. I’m proud of everything and i can’t wait to see her! on a side note.. i wonder what shes doing in Holland and i wonder when she’s coming back to Germany… It’s not like im depressed again dont worry… but fml im boredddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why can’t anyone go out and why isn’t anyone home!!!!!!!!!! rawr!!!!!!
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Clip + Save of the Day: The last Snuggie flow chart you will ever need.
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For Takuma.
sharing a snuggie with kristie and watching Up! again on her couch sounds like something i would love to do right now :)](http://30.media.tumblr.com/b9vfl4b63qp8o0nt1KjVppNpo1_500.jpg)
Clip + Save of the Day: The last Snuggie flow chart you will ever need.
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For Takuma.
sharing a snuggie with kristie and watching Up! again on her couch sounds like something i would love to do right now :)
after a long day
people may say that when it’s past 12 am, one should go to sleep and get some rest. for me, nothing restores me better as talking to my love. I don’t feel a bit tired at all and it’s currently 4:46 am. people might say i’m crazy. maybe I am but it was all worth it. i’m happy once again! i love you kristie!
bladdy blah blah
staying up all night tonight! let’s see if i get to talk to kristie
FML
one of those weeks when nothing goes right… plans constantely get either altered or canceled. never satisfied with just chatting with kristie on aim. having either nothing to eat or feel bad eating other people’s food. never online when kristie signs on. feels like bad things are happening to me even though all my intentions are positive. i wanna make plans to make summer go by faster so i can see kristie and to keep my mind off of her so i dont get depressed. but plans often get cancelled which leads me to staying home with nothing to do but sing and the songs i sing usually relates to me and kristies experiences. I didn’t have breakfast since i woke up late. i didn’t have lunch since i was supposed to go out to lunch. I missed Kristie cuz i went out for dinner. im frusterate and depressed and seriously sick of life. nothing turns out well and my hopes are diminishing rather quickly. so long high school life and not looking forward to college life if its gonna be like this…
“Your most memorable dream will come true”
Jamming on the guitar with Anna was fun but it left me super hungry…. i was starving!! Since i did not get a chance to eat this morning and at the time it was around 3 i decided to get lunch/breakfast at Panda Express. Now everyone knows panda express is not real chinese food… but damn its the best fake chinese food ever! So i ate my food ate my cookie and got this note. :D i guess only time will tell to see if my fortune comes true..
